basketball at rj today was bad. bad for my playing that is. still can't play well AT ALL. i feel at 30% to be honest. i can't even shoot underbaskets for goodness sake! totally weak right arm, i was basically playing with one side of me. sian sian SIAN! i think not many can understand the frustration of this injury of mine. i may be wrong, but i think it pretty much screwed up much of my prospects. the main thing being me having to serve as a admin assistant for NS. no one knows how much that sucks. i know myself, believe i can do better things than that. i suppose i still contribute positively in many ways working in 2 PDF, but it just isn't the same. than one thing leads to another. low morale low morale..

on to more interesting things.. haha. dropped by bugis junction with daryl and jonathan to see the singapore idol roadshow thing. i was melting in the hotter than hot weather. normally i won;t mind, but i had just showered after basketball in the morning, and then there i was sweating like a pig again. hate it. so then the thing started late and all, but quite interesting lah. anyway, i just re-affirmed the fact that jasmine tye is damn pleasant looking.. haha. looked real good in person too.. but what i still think is that this whole idol business is too damn hyped-up. look, they are not superstars or anything! what's with the whole very fake and plastic package and all? and i totally felt what they said seemed more than a little scripted. bah, whatever. respect has to be earn, it cannot be given.